I’ve been away for a few days. I’ve been slacking here. Sorry.

Update. I’ve worked out most days this week…. I’ve eaten pretty well. and i’ve kept off the weight I have lost. That is an accomplishment. I have to find some more motivation. Things are getting much busier for me and mornings are going to get earlier. I guess I have to figure it out. Probably means I’ll be up around 4 am working out in order to be out of the door by 745ish. Yes I realize that is a lot of time, but I have to take the oldest to the bus stop and get ready for the day. I’m going to do this. I’m going to make this happen. I’ll keep this updated as best I can. I have to. It makes me feel better. I’m going to get this done.

I have to start doing better!!!! I made this promise to myself and I need to kick myself for not doing better. I mean I’ve only missed two days of work outs, but I feel like I really need to kick it into gear. I’ve got to go harder as well. Hmmm gotta find something to add to this working out so I am sore.

Going to up my water intake again. I’ve been bad and have been drinking soda. UGGGHHH I really want to do this. I am going to do this.

I will do this…. No more SODA!!!! at all! WATER WATER WATER!!!

I am beautiful. I am strong. I can do this. I am a fighter. I will find more motivation. I am going to be healthier. I am courageous.


Missed writing again yesterday.. It was a busy day. I woke up not feeling 100% but I worked out and started to feel better. It was actually pretty amazing. My muscles are sore today. Those 30 day challenges are kicking my butt. It will all be worth it in the end. I can’t believe I’ve been writing for two whole weeks. My mind is going faster than my fingers today. I have hit the backspace button a lot already. 

How about that super bowl.. holy cow i thought the broncos might actually show up but apparently they forgot. I’ve got all of my school work done for the week I think… i hope… 

Like i said yesterday was busy. I worked out. I cleaned. I rearranged the furniture in all three bedrooms.. the youngest helped me lift the heavy stuff.. bf put down top soil and grass seed.. maybe we will have grass instead of sand soon that would be awesome. im sick of the nasty sand being tracked all over the house. moving all that furniture around was an extra workout that’s for sure. i’m pretty happy with the results… it appears that everyone has more room in their rooms now that I’ve changed everything around.

still waiting to hear back from a few people on some very important things.. i wish they would hurry… time is ticking… guess i’m ready for school today.. well at least most of the way… it should be a good day overall

i am strong. i am beautiful. i am on my way to a healthier me.

Good morning at my house. I have decided on four different thirty day challenges that I’m going to do twice a day to supplement my other workouts. It went well this morning and I’m sure that I will be sore tomorrow but it is totally worth it. I am working hard toward my goal, but I know I’m going to have to work harder on the diet portion of this lifestyle change. I really need to start eating better. I know I said this yesterday, but  it continues to be true. I have to work harder. I will work harder. I am going to get through this and it will make me feel better and be healthier. That is the main reason for all of this.. to be healthier. I am doing things slowly so I don’t burn myself out. I have been doing pretty well. There are things that just need to be better. 

I am going to do some homework today. It may not be due until Wednesday but might as well be ahead. I also have some to finish one assignment for Monday. 

Life is good. It really makes me happy that I’m being supported in this journey by my love and my kids… although the kids did ask me if I wanted a cinnamon roll this morning. I said no I opted for an orange instead. 

I am beautiful. I am strong. I am courageous. I am a fighter. I am on my way to a healthier me. 

I didn’t write much yesterday and I didn’t write at all on Wednesday, but that’s ok because everything is going good. I have worked out both days and again today. I’m doing well. My muscles are sore which is a good thing. I’ve really got to get my dinner under control. I have to stop eating what I make everyone else for dinner.. but it is just so good. I’m gonna do it. I’m going to eat better at dinner that is my goal for today. 

The last couple of days have been full of school and homework. I’m going to work on some more homework today. If I get it all done today then my weekend can be relaxing or well somewhat. I’m sure I’ll continue to work on stuff for school. I’m still waiting on an email. I wish they would hurry up and send it. 

Today is going to be busy as well. I’m going to do this. I’m going to do better today.

Love getting healthier! I really do feel amazing. These workouts are awesome! 

I am beautiful. I am a fighter. I am courageous. I am on my way to a better me. 

My day was so full yesterday I didn’t write but it wd a good work out day and so was today. I’m not in the mood to write a whole lot but I’m still doing this. I’m still working out. I’m still getting healthier and I’ll update more thoroughly tomorrow. 

I am beautiful. I am strong. I am a fighter. I am on my way to a healthier me.

Woohoo! What a great mood today! I hope everyone is doing awesome. If you aren’t I’m sorry and I hope whatever is bothering you gets better. 

I for one am in a fantastic mood. 

I had lasagna last night. I even limited how much I ate and I didn’t feel like death afterwards. It was amazing. I love that my bf can cook and cook well. He’s pretty much fantastic. 

I did some homework last night. I’ve done some homework this morning. I’ve worked out. I’ve swept the house. I’m going to be doing more housework today. Laundry is my least favorite thing to do. I do not like putting it away. There is a stack that needs put away so I will tackle that today. I also have to bathe the dogs. UGGGHHH. The oldest one is huge and the youngest one is pretty big as well. It should be a fun task. 

I also have to make an important phone call today. Hopefully I get to talk to the person I need to talk to. Yep this afternoon important things are happening. Prayers! 

I need to type up a paper for tomorrow. I will get that done after all of the above things are finished. I think I’m forgetting something for school, but I’m not really sure about it. 

I will double and triple check and make sure everything is finished since class is tomorrow. I really like have class only two days a week this semester it gives me time to think. Although that will be depleted soon enough by my hours that I have to complete for the semester. 

I am beautiful. I am healthier than I was a week ago. I am a fighter. I am a teacher. I am a role model. I am courageous. 

1 week!

A week of working out and eating better has paid off. I’ve lost three pounds. May not seem like much to some but I’m telling you it’s awesome. Today is another fun filled day of school. Woohoo! I really do love school. 

Yesterday I didn’t have my coffee. It wasn’t so bad. I drank only water. I bought some sugar free non dairy creamer and decided to have coffee this morning. I drank about half my coffee mug before I decided that it was nasty. If i’m going to drink coffee it will have to have sugar and half/half in it. I think I can live with that. I’m not sure I will be drinking coffee though. Haven’t decided.

I did  have an excellent weekend that consisted of eating right and exercising. I originally though I wouldn’t be able to make it through the weekend, but I totally proved myself wrong. It was nice to get up and workout. 

I’m really excited. Once I start doing more things for school I’ll have to keep myself very disciplined with working out. Just means that I will have to workout earlier. I’m thinking of finding a 5K to sign up for. I know I can run 3 miles.. the thing is actually getting out there and doing it. I will need to train in order to do all right. 

This is kind of a random post. I’m thinking about a lot of things right now. Nothing important. Just have a million things running through my head. I wanna start quilting again. I need to find the motivation for that. I want to start getting Christmas presents out of the way as well. Yes it is only January, but I’m totally going to be all set by the time Christmas gets here. I want to make meaningful things that my friends and family will cherish. 

Ok enough randomness for today. 

I am strong. I am beautiful. I am a fighter. I am courageous. I am on my way to a better me.